Preparation

So for the past few days I have been preparing for my lap surgery.  I mainly had to mentally prepare for Monday.  I'm not allowed to have solid foods that day.  Thankfully I will be at work and super busy that I won't have time to think about food.  I get to have Jello though.............As much as I like Jello, it's just not appetizing in this situation.  Jim isn't making things easier.  As supportive as he was when I first discussed the surgery, he is now starting to freak out.  I have been able to calm his nerves somewhat. 

Yesterday I was with my dad and I told him that I won't be able to work with him next Saturday (I help my dad on Saturdays with cleaning our church for some extra cash).  He asked why and I vaguely explained what is going on.  He said: "Oh you mother had that done some time ago.  She was laid up for a few days".  I flipped when I got home.  This possibly could have saved me a few months.  I possibly could have had my lap done sooner rather than now if I knew my mother had this done.  My mom's side is Asian decent and she (like my grandmother) tends to keep certain things to herself.  These are things I wish she would keep to herself. 

Wish me luck and I will post my results Tuesday or Wednesday.

Amy